Chapter 88: No one is ever going to blame you
Eventually, when Kellen and Sergei were working out the minor details of Kellen showing up to crash his press conference, Hill and Taylor came back.
Taylor looked terrible, even after she had used her own healing abilities on herself. Kellen stopped talking to Sergei, getting out of Rhys’ lap and moving towards the two women. He grabbed Taylor’s hand, even as the woman tried to turn away from everyone else.
“Taylor, what’s wrong?” Kellen asked softly, conscious of everyone else watching them. He knew his friend didn’t cry easily. It wasn’t in her nature. She tended to keep everything bottled up and let everything out when she thought no one was watching. Kellen didn’t hold that against her, which is why he sent her off with Layla and Hill, apparently.
So that she might have a moment to herself to get this out of her system before he asked her about it. Taylor’s expression shifted, looking ill but Kellen squeezed her hand. Kellen noticed for a second how close Hill was to Taylor before she slipped past, going to Rhys and Sergei. She spoke softly, so soft that not even Kellen could hear from where he was.
God, that was a superpower all of its own. Being able to speak quietly enough that only the S Classes in the room could hear.
“N-Nothing is-” Taylor started and Kellen squeezed her hand again. He gave his head a gentle shake.
“Taylor.” He admonished and Taylor closed her lips. She dropped her head, unable to meet his gaze. Kellen’s heart squeezed, and he had a feeling that he knew what was bothering her. They’d spoken about it before and she’d been so excited. So bright.
Now she was a mess and Kellen could only think of a few things that could be.
“Taylor, is it about the others? Did something go wrong?” Kellen asked, not judgement in his voice. “It’s okay. You can tell me. I’m not going to be upset.” Kellen told her. “Not even if you tell me that Gwen will never wake up.” Kellen was sincere. It was not her fault that this happened. It was the Gate’s, and Kellen’s fault. He’d failed his sister, not anyone else if she was unable to wake up.
Did Gwen have a small bit of accountability to what happened to her? Very, very small. 1 percent. That was all Kellen would give her since she had lost her damn leg to the thing.
“She’s going to wake up!” It was a burst of noise out of Taylor. Insistent. Urgent. Desperate. Kellen stared at her, shocked and Taylor sucked in, gasping. She looked shaken that she’d spoken like that, her hand raising to her lips to cover her mouth. Her blue eyes watered and Kellen didn’t stop.
He pulled her in, tucking her in against his shoulder and squeezing the poor girl.
“Taylor, it’s okay.” Kellen whispered. “It’s really okay. I’m not upset with you, I just don’t like seeing you hurt like this. You don’t like when I keep things in either, right?” Kellen asked and Taylor flinched.
Slowly, carefully, she wrapped her arms around him and Kellen felt his shirt got wet but he didn’t make a comment on it.
“The poison that took her leg won’t let the same method work.” She finally rasped. “I’m sorry, Kellen.” She apologised and Kellen felt his throat grow tight. Emotion filled him as he heard her words and processed it.
“Yet.” Kellen said, his voice shaky. “They won’t let the same method work yet.” Kellen said. “We just need more time, and that’s okay. We’re doing a damn miracle right now, Taylor. I’m not stupid enough to think that what I’ve survived isn’t crazy. To ask you to be able to do this in a few damn weeks is insane. You know that, right?” Kellen squeezed her. “You’re doing an incredible job.” Kellen told her.
A soft sob escaped Taylor’s lips and Kellen felt rather than heard Rhys approach.
“Kellen’s right, Green. What you’re doing is incredible. That’s why we’ve asked you to do it, because I’ve seen you be able to perform miracles before. You’re keeping Miro alive with incredible use of skill and talent, you’ve found a solution for Kellen and several of the others. So what if this method doesn’t work for Gwen? We all knew that she was going to be a harder case once you tested the nightmare of a poison that was on the bone of her leg, Green. You said it, Carlos said it, we all knew that. This is only a small setback.” Rhys’ voice was firm, confident, and exactly what Taylor needed right now.
She sobbed again and Rhys sighed, pulling both Kellen and Taylor into a hug. Kellen didn’t let go of the other woman, squeezing the Healer who was working herself to the literal bone and taking on the weight of everything onto her shoulders.
“I tried to tell her that, but she wouldn’t listen to me.” Hill muttered bitterly. Kellen felt Taylor twitch in his arms. Charlie responded before Kellen could.
“That’s because this is from Dad and Dad. It’s different.” Hill nearly choked.
“Dad and Dad? Who is Dad and Dad?” She asked, clearly already knowing the answer.
“Rhys and Kellen, silly. I’m their second born.” Charlie told her proudly and Kellen could almost see how the other man had puffed up, all proud. Hill let out a disbelieving laugh.
“What? Then what am I?” She asked. Rhys responded.
“A distant cousin.” He said flatly and Hill gasped, offended.
“A cousin? A distant cousin?! Not even a step-sibling? That’s so damn rude, Captain, and you know it!” Hill protested.
“What? You think I would allow any of my precious children commit incest? Absolutely not. Be grateful for the title you’ve received, or else you’re being upgraded to stranger.” Rhys warned and Hill coughed. Taylor stiffened in their joined arms.
“Am I one of said children?” Taylor asked stiffly and Rhys chuckled.
“Do you not want to be? How upsetting. You can be a friend of Kellen if you want.” Rhys offered easily and Hill sputtered.
“How come she is a friend of Kellen, one of the Dads, and I’m a damn distant cousin or a stranger?” Hill protested. She was getting loud and Charlie was laughing. Kellen thought he heard Sergei laugh as well.
“Because Green isn’t like you, Hill, and you’re too similar to me to not be related.” Rhys told her. That seemed to settle Hill down slightly.
“That means Brent is related to us too.” Hill muttered and Rhys gave a dark chuckle.
“Exactly. Hear that, Sergei? Brent’s a relative. You’ve been warned.” Rhys said like any of this was binding. Sergei let out a laugh.
“We’ll see what Brent says. I don’t know if he would want to be related to you.” Sergei told him. Rhys snorted, pulling back from his hug with Taylor and Kellen to give Sergei the middle finger.
“He would love to be related to me. Of course he would. It would mean he’d have another claim on Kellen, and he loves my boyfriend.” Rhys told him proudly. Like that was something to brag about. Kellen shook his head, sighing, and turned his attention back to Taylor.
She was still sniffing, not quite in a good condition, but she was better.
“Did you find this out recently?” He asked and she nodded miserably.
“Yeah. Pretty recently.” Taylor admitted. “I’m sorry for getting mean.” She apologised and Kellen tsked.
“You were barely mean, Taylor. I’ve dealt with worse. We were just worried about you more than anything else.” Kellen told her softly. Taylor sniffed.
“You can call me a bitch. I was one, according to Karen.” Kellen snapped his head towards the other woman, glaring at her so hard that Hill flinched, raising her hands.
“I-In my defense, she was being mean to Layla!” Hill protested and Kellen let out a soft, dangerous sound.
“Kellen.” Rhys warned and Kellen huffed.
“You’re not allowed to call Taylor a bitch again.” Kellen told her firmly. Hill’s mouth dropped, surprised that Kellen was getting so possessive. It was made worse by the fact that Kellen was getting so possessive of another person that wasn’t Rhys and Rhys wasn’t even batting an eyelash. After all, Kellen had made it clear he had no interest in anyone but Rhys romantically, and Rhys knew best what being possessive of his people felt like.
Kellen had his own people, and Taylor was one of them. So was Brent.
Rhys was a big enough of a person to allow Kellen to have people he cared about. If he didn’t? He’d lose Kellen, and that was an unacceptable outcome after how far he’d come.
“Captain, you can’t be serious in allowing this, are you?” Hill asked, incredulous and Rhys gave a noncommittal shrug.
“Don’t go around calling our Head Healer a bitch, and maybe I’ll consider it.” Hill’s jaw dropped before her eyes narrowed.
“She even said she was being one.” Hill complained and Kellen scoffed.
“You put the idea in her head, and right now, she’s vulnerable. Drop it, Hill, or I’ll go back to calling you Ms. Hill.” Kellen warned and the warning stuck. Hill vibrated as if she had been hit, raising her hand to her face in shock.
“That’s how much it hurts you? What about if someone called me a bitch?” Hill asked and Kellen scoffed again.
“No one would because you are incapable of being a bitch. I wouldn’t like that either.” Kellen told her. That seemed to soften the blow for Hill. “If anything, they might call you a terrorist and I can’t argue with that. You push the younger ones harder with a smile on your face.” Kellen told her, watching as Hill’s expression shifted again. She was pouting.
“You are being so mean to me! I’m the one who helped Taylor here!” Hill protested, upset and Kellen felt Taylor flinch in his arms. His eye narrowed. What the hell did that mean? Why was she flinching at that?
“While that might be the case, we need to move onto a different topic. Hill, you’re going with Kellen to the press conference. My Guide doesn’t know when to stay put, so you’re going with him to the Nemesis Guild when we’re storming the hideout.” Rhys told her, cutting off her pouting with hard facts.
Hill blinked once, twice, and then the Lieutenant was there, nodding at the orders that her Captain had given her.
“Understood. Is there a reason for this?” She asked and Rhys chuckled.
“Kellen wants to play bait, but secret bait. Make them sloppy. I hate it when he’s right.” Rhys muttered. Hill sighed. She looked towards Kellen and Taylor and then slowly shook her head.
“We need to work on better quality uniforms.” She muttered and Rhys let out a surprised noise.
“I’ll get the team working on that tomorrow.” He told her, clearly agreeing with her.
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Chapters
- Chapter 167: Cookies can heal souls if you eat enough of them
- Chapter 166: Everyone needs a little tea time
- Chapter 165: People cry out for help in different ways
- Chapter 164: We all sleep in sometimes
- Chapter 163: It’s so good it makes you philosophical (m)
- Chapter 162: Hungry boys deserve to eat (m)
- Chapter 161: Strawberries and cream never tasted so good (m)
- Chapter 160: Uncontrolled desires (m)
- Chapter 159: An anticipation weeks in the making
- Chapter 158: These Damn Espers
- Chapter 157: Totally not engagement rings. These are just...possessive rings
- Chapter 156: Waiting like a good Guide
- Chapter 155: A true friend will help you run away, even if it hurts
- Chapter 154: The love one holds for their close friends, with the Captain
- Chapter 153: A Captain’s regret, with the Captain
- Chapter 152: What does any of this mean?
- Chapter 151: How did you expect him to be soft?
- Chapter 150: Unable to even help themself
- Chapter 149: No way to avoid this
- Chapter 148: A busy day for a busy man
- Chapter 147: Rumour has it
- Chapter 146: If the shoe fits
- Chapter 145: A woman in over her head
- Chapter 144: What else are you hiding?
- Chapter 143: Two friends making time for each other
- Chapter 142: You can’t be together if you never even tried to get better
- Chapter 141: You belong in my bed
- Chapter 140: What it means to be a best friend
- Chapter 139: Do not use your grief to limit others
- Chapter 138: A good talk with a good friend
- Chapter 137: A phone call weeks in the works
- Chapter 136: Just an innocent Guide
- Chapter 135: Not everyone is a good person when no one is watching
- Chapter 134: Gunther, a man who just wants to feel at home again
- Chapter 133: Gunther, a man behind but getting better
- Chapter 132: A big dumb S Class
- Chapter 131: Rhys is never going to forget what he did
- Chapter 130: Forgiveness does not come easily, but understanding does
- Chapter 129: Truth always finds a way to come out
- Chapter 128: This kind of jealousy could eat you alive
- Chapter 127: Two brothers, created equal, shaped differently
- Chapter 126: What it means to be cared for
- Chapter 125: A man holding his whole heart
- Chapter 124: A treat for a Guide simply doing his best
- Chapter 123: A grandfather’s love for his grandson
- Chapter 122: A cat playing with a mouse
- Chapter 121: To stand there and do nothing
- Chapter 120: This isn’t about you, I need to vent my rage
- Chapter 119: Well, that’s one way to get into a Guild building
- Chapter 118: A Field Guide far away from home
- Chapter 117: Sometimes we all need someone to yell at someone for us
- Chapter 116: A Guide shoulder to lean on
- Chapter 115: Two Guides who can manage their Espers
- Chapter 114: What am I going to do with all this money?
- Chapter 113: A Guide’s duty to guide
- Chapter 112: It’s okay to be a little crazy
- Chapter 111: A step by step plan
- Chapter 110: We do not touch civilians
- Chapter 109: An old man with a grudge
- Chapter 108: Come on, you’re not my Mom
- Chapter 107: Some things just can’t be avoided
- Chapter 106: Trading one confinement for another
- Chapter 105: Medical professionals are human too
- Chapter 104: Sometimes a gentle touch is all someone needs
- Chapter 103: Fueled by rage
- Chapter 102: Do these dots connect?
- Chapter 101: May I offer a joke in these trying times?
- Chapter 100: Don’t mess with my people, with the Captain
- Chapter 99: What the hell was that, with the Captain
- Chapter 98: Breaking out with the Captain
- Chapter 97: A Woods family adoption
- Chapter 96: A man and a paper
- Chapter 95: Sergei hates public speaking
- Chapter 94: A little scatterbrained
- Chapter 93: Lost in a daze
- Chapter 92: Two lovers on different paths
- Chapter 91: Actions have consequences
- Chapter 90: An uncomfortable conversation
- Chapter 89: A secret that can’t be kept for long
- Chapter 88: No one is ever going to blame you
- Chapter 87: Kellen can never stay still
- Chapter 86: My two gay dads
- Chapter 85: Feeling like a failure
- Chapter 84: Presumptuous little Taytay
- Chapter 83: A battle of wills
- Chapter 82: A flustered Healer
- Chapter 81: Everything isn’t quite so green
- Chapter 80: Sergei has what now?
- Chapter 79: Hard negotiations
- Chapter 78: A new, shiny gun
- Chapter 77: A good morning
- Chapter 76: A sweet debrief
- Chapter 75: A little something to take the edge off (suggestive)
- Chapter 74: These aren’t off limits anymore?
- Chapter 73: A kettle about to boil over
- Chapter 72: A badge of honour
- Chapter 71: Just a little snack
- Chapter 70: Put your nose in it
- Chapter 69: Am I not providing enough for you?
- Chapter 68: We all have something we don’t want to do
- Chapter 67: An all communication black out
- Chapter 66: A serious conversation about the James family
- Chapter 65: An S Class and her Lieutenants
- Chapter 64: A shy admittance and a protective Aunt
- Chapter 63: Espers do not do well when Guides are missing limbs
- Chapter 62: Every Captain is different
- Chapter 61: Meet Auntie Dina, in the flesh
- Chapter 60: A captive audience (violence/death warning)
- Chapter 59: I hoped for better, honestly
- Chapter 58: An Esper can be cute too
- Chapter 57: A friendly face at a shitty party
- Chapter 56: Brent in the big city
- Chapter 55: Sergei’s thoughts
- Chapter 54: A shadow of a Brent
- Chapter 53: Hiding a truth with the Captain
- Chapter 52: An emotional Guide?
- Chapter 51: Just one touch
- Chapter 50: What the Captain doesn’t know won’t hurt him
- Chapter 49: Just some gals having a good time
- Chapter 48: We love a little debrief
- Chapter 47: Stirring the pot
- Chapter 46: Cleared for leave, not for play
- Chapter 45: I know crazy runs in the family, but I didn’t come here for a crazy off
- Chapter 44: Two hospital rooms, days apart
- Chapter 43: One last final scare
- Chapter 42: Marking territory
- Chapter 41: Everyone is going to play with Charlie
- Chapter 40: Pain means it’s working
- Chapter 39: This isn’t as fun anymore
- Chapter 38: Everyone likes juice boxes
- Chapter 37: The Guides know best
- Chapter 36: Just be honest with us
- Chapter 35: A towel can help any situation
- Chapter 34: Just a couple of bad boys
- Chapter 33: A tense negotiation
- Chapter 32: I can’t believe we overlooked something so damn simple
- Chapter 31: A complication
- Chapter 30: A sudden jolt of pain
- Chapter 29: Quick to anger, hard to calm down
- Chapter 28: Not dead yet
- Chapter 27: A wandering mind
- Chapter 26: Too inexperienced to know better
- Chapter 25: The weight of an S Class Esper on a Guide
- Chapter 24: Code blue
- Chapter 23: A meeting of like minds
- Chapter 22: Not everything is good news
- Chapter 21: You want me to cheat on you?
- Chapter 20: An Uncle’s worry
- Chapter 19: If you take my arm, I’ll just get cooler
- Chapter 18: A Casper shaped spiral
- Chapter 17: A child’s room full of regret
- Chapter 16: They’re just like us
- Chapter 15: An unhappy S Class
- Chapter 14: I can make this apartment our forever home
- Chapter 13: A hissing, angry burrito
- Chapter 12: The worries of an anxious Field Guide
- Chapter 11: An itch that can’t be scratched
- Chapter 10: A serious dilemma
- Chapter 9: A lazy lion
- Chapter 8: Are you serious right now?
- Chapter 7: If that’s the case, this could have been a damn email!
- Chapter 6: Old type Villain shit
- Chapter 5: A warm family welcome
- Chapter 4: A little bit of sanity is needed
- Chapter 3: A deep wound that will heal
- Chapter 2: The Road back to the City
- Chapter 1: I fucked up