Chapter 52: An emotional Guide?
Kellen knew he probably had a face on him as he was carried into the Medical Bay again, but Taylor didn’t need to laugh at him for it.
He was brought into the same room that he had been in only earlier that morning, annoyed as Rhys put him down gently and carefully on the bed like he was a precious thing. Taylor was there with a few members of the team who had been taking care of him all of yesterday, most straight faced. Taylor’s lips were trembling before she bent at the waist and started laughing.
“You look like an upset child.” She said, and Kellen pouted more.
“I am not an upset child.” Kellen argued and Rhys looked away from Kellen to look at Hill who had joined them. Casper had stayed behind, keeping Pamela company as Kellen went back to the Medical Bay. Hill was chuckling, shaking her head.
“I could argue that you fought coming here like an upset child.” Kellen glared at her, frowning.
“Shut up Hill.” Kellen told her, meaning it, and Hill’s eyes went wide, before she looked at Taylor. She made a broad gesture towards Kellen, putting on a rather upset facial expression.
“Do you see the way he’s treating me? I’m devastated. I’ll never recover.” Hill pulled out the dramatics and Taylor grinned, shaking her head at both Kellen and Hill.
“Alright, alright. Move out of the way so that the team can check on him. We’ll give them a moment as you, Karen, upsetter of the child, tell me what happened.” Taylor said, her eyes dancing as she glanced around at her team and nodded. Hill gave Taylor a salute that had Taylor then shaking her head.
Kellen was left ’alone’ as the other three moved away to speak in hushed tones. Kellen watched then when he could, worried that they would speak for him. He couldn’t trust them to tell the truth, not after experiencing what he had.
It had been different from the last time he’d had a vision. He would know, that had only been a few days ago.
Kellen shouldn’t have even worried about it though. Taylor came over as soon as the rest of her team was leaving with the blood samples they had taken from him and Rhys came over to take Kellen’s hand in his, giving it a squeeze.
“Kellen, now that you’re back here, care to tell me what happened this time?” Taylor asked, a little recorder turned on to listen to everything. Kellen wondered why he hadn’t noticed it last time, but honestly? It didn’t matter at this moment. Kellen just wanted to make sure that no one spoke for him.
“What happened?” Kellen repeated, leaning back against the pillows under his back. He sighed, shaking his head. “All I did was attempt to put away some documents, rubbed fingers with Casper, and then I was in a vision. I can’t say that Casper was the catalyst, but I can’t say he wasn’t the catalyst either.” Kellen said. Rhys’ hand tightened on Kellen’s.
“He needs gloves.” Rhys said immediately and Kellen withdrew his hand from Rhys’ to smack it lightly.
“Absolutely not. They could not even be related, I’m just mentioning it because it was odd.” Kellen scolded Rhys. Rhys, however, looked stricken and serious. He was glancing between Kellen and Taylor like he was seeing a ghost.
“Don’t be so dismissive, Kellen. I’m not saying this because I am being overprotective.” Rhys said, swallowing. Hill looked serious as well.
“You touched Casper and that’s how you saw what was going on with Gunther?” Hill asked and Taylor blinked.
“He saw what was going on with Gunther?” She asked and Kellen ignored the other two and turned to respond to Taylor.
“I saw the same person, I think, who assassinates my parents. Also a flash of silver hair, a man imprisoned, that kind of stuff. I know where it is.” Kellen said and Rhys slipped his hand back into Kellen’s. Taylor looked a little shocked.
“Oh. Oh no. That’s…” She trailed off, before she sighed, running a hand over her face. “That explains why he’s not back yet.” She muttered darkly, and Hill let out a small noise of agreement.
“It’s the outcome we didn’t want to hear, but it’s a good thing that we have an answer, even if Kellen had to give it to us.” Hill said, wincing. “I’m not liking this new trend for you, Kellen. You’re not healed yet. Your body should be taking a break.” Hill told Kellen and Kellen squeezed Rhys’ hand.
“I’m doing much better because of everyone’s care. So good I might be able to help with the vision I saw.” Kellen said, his smile tight. He wasn’t aware of it, not physically, but the power dynamic in the room shifted. Rhys became a swirling storm cloud, only indicated by the drop in temperature for Kellen, but Hill and Taylor turned white like ghosts.
“You aren’t going to save Gunther.” Rhys told him firmly and Kellen pulled his hand free. Kellen felt a wave of rage fill him, as well as a wave of indignation. How dare he? He was the one who saw the vision! He should be the one to help them find him. Who else was going to help them do so?
He turned, pissed and ready to fight, while Rhys’ expression was unmoving. Kellen was pissed, angry, but both Taylor and Hill had seen this expression before. Both women let out a soft, slow exhale. It was the face Rhys got when he knew he was going up against a difficult opponent, but Rhys was not going to back down.
He was not going to budge on this.
“Are you serious? But I’m the one who saw it! How else am I going to be able to get the nuance of everything when I-” Rhys bent, not relenting as Kellen continued to rage. Instead, he pressed his face near Kellen’s, like a man who was putting his face near a snarling and snapping dog.
“Kellen, the people of this Guild have plenty of experience navigating visions that they have not seen. Have you forgotten who you are speaking to?” Rhys’ voice was soft, but firm. Kellen hesitated, but his anger wouldn’t fade.
“I have not forgotten who I am speaking to, so-” Rhys pressed in further, his hand tight on Kellen’s.
“I think you have.” Rhys said carefully, his gaze unblinking as the full force of Rhys’ yellow gaze washed over Kellen. “Kellen, I’ve never pulled rank on you. Never. Do not make me do so now.” Rhys warned and Kellen faltered slightly.
Rhys, pulling rank on him? What the hell did that even mean for Kellen?
“I have not forgotten who I am speaking to.” Kellen repeated and Rhys slowly, deliberately blinked, turned his gaze downwards, and then back up towards Kellen’s gaze. Kellen swallowed.
“My love,” Rhys began in the same voice, “out of everyone here, I have the most knowledge about what it’s like to live with the powers to see futures. Why do you think I am speaking the way that I am and behaving the way that I am? You are allowed to be emotional, but I draw the line at you insisting that you put yourself in danger for no reason. I can be negotiated with when it comes to the harm of your parents, but I will not bend on this issue, not when it is clear to me that you are having more visions, and more frequently. If you fight me on your care, as the one with superior powers, I will make sure that you remember that while you are my partner, I am still the Captain of this Guild.”
Kellen felt the anger drain out of his body at the strong, firm words from Rhys. From the way that the man was so in his face, unafraid as Kellen fumbled with words to excuse what he was experiencing. However, Kellen didn’t even have an argument for his behaviour.
Instead, Kellen was also confused as to why he had reacted the way that he had.
“No…I agree with you. Why, why was I so angry about that just now?” Kellen asked and heard Taylor and Hill let out a relieved breath. Rhys blinked, before he angled his head and pressed a kiss against Kellen’s forehead.
“I’m thinking it might be a reaction from your body to what’s going on inside of you. Since you’ve been stagnant for a while, you’ve been reacting more emotionally.” Rhys told him and Kellen froze.
Kellen, who had been a rather rational and calm person up until this point, felt dread fill him.
“Have I been more emotional up until now?” Kellen asked, horrified. He looked around at the people in the room with him and found all of them giving him this soft look. The look people gave when they didn’t want to hurt someone with the truth. Kellen let out a horrified sound. Then grew even more horrified as he realised he wouldn’t normally do that either. “What is happening?” Kellen whispered and Rhys pulled him in close, hugging him tightly.
“It’s okay. While it might not be normal, you have us with you. We’ll take care of you and keep you safe. You have nothing to worry about, but you aren’t going to rescue Gunther.” Rhys wasn’t budging on that and now that Kellen wasn’t so angry anymore, Kellen nodded.
“I shouldn’t.” Kellen agreed, knowing better now that he was…sane. Oh god. Was this what Rhys felt all the time? Was that what was happening? Kellen was experiencing Rhys’ insanity because…he was gaining his powers?
“You agree?” Rhys asked softly and Kellen let out a chuckle.
“Taylor, make sure this is recorded.” Kellen said.
“It’s on.” Taylor confirmed and Kellen let out a heavy sigh.
“I’m too injured, I’ll get in the way, I barely understand the vision power that I have right now and it isn’t even that kind of a power either. I’m overemotional, and I’m carrying a bit too much extra weight right now. I’d only be a hindrance, so I shouldn’t go.” Kellen said. “Plus, Gunther wouldn’t want me there. I’m the one who sent him into that hellhole.” Rhys gave him a squeeze.
“He wouldn’t care about that.” Rhys told him softly. “He told me as much before he left. He didn’t blame you, knew he wouldn’t.” Rhys comforted Kellen. “That, and you are not fat. Don’t dance around that fucking word. You’ve put on those extra calories for me, those are mine.” Rhys growled and Kellen blinked, before he felt himself soften for the other man.
“Fine. I won’t make a comment about it anymore, but you should find it weird that your Guild keeps overfeeding me.” Kellen said with a laugh and Rhys gave Kellen a squeeze.
“My Guildmates wouldn’t even consider doing something like that. Our Guildmates are doing that. They’ve learned that from you.” Rhys insisted and Kellen melted. He sighed, sinking into the tight embrace of the man who cared about him and just…let him.
Rhys seemed to have an understanding of what was going on with him, and maybe…his fears were valid. After all, he had a few people to rely on when he first awoke with his powers. Kellen should listen to his elder, and not try to bite the hand that was trying to care for him.
Rhys just wanted to best for him, and it wasn’t like he was trying to lock him away. He was just trying to care for Kellen as he was. Kellen needed to stop being so stubborn about this.
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Chapters
- Chapter 167: Cookies can heal souls if you eat enough of them
- Chapter 166: Everyone needs a little tea time
- Chapter 165: People cry out for help in different ways
- Chapter 164: We all sleep in sometimes
- Chapter 163: It’s so good it makes you philosophical (m)
- Chapter 162: Hungry boys deserve to eat (m)
- Chapter 161: Strawberries and cream never tasted so good (m)
- Chapter 160: Uncontrolled desires (m)
- Chapter 159: An anticipation weeks in the making
- Chapter 158: These Damn Espers
- Chapter 157: Totally not engagement rings. These are just...possessive rings
- Chapter 156: Waiting like a good Guide
- Chapter 155: A true friend will help you run away, even if it hurts
- Chapter 154: The love one holds for their close friends, with the Captain
- Chapter 153: A Captain’s regret, with the Captain
- Chapter 152: What does any of this mean?
- Chapter 151: How did you expect him to be soft?
- Chapter 150: Unable to even help themself
- Chapter 149: No way to avoid this
- Chapter 148: A busy day for a busy man
- Chapter 147: Rumour has it
- Chapter 146: If the shoe fits
- Chapter 145: A woman in over her head
- Chapter 144: What else are you hiding?
- Chapter 143: Two friends making time for each other
- Chapter 142: You can’t be together if you never even tried to get better
- Chapter 141: You belong in my bed
- Chapter 140: What it means to be a best friend
- Chapter 139: Do not use your grief to limit others
- Chapter 138: A good talk with a good friend
- Chapter 137: A phone call weeks in the works
- Chapter 136: Just an innocent Guide
- Chapter 135: Not everyone is a good person when no one is watching
- Chapter 134: Gunther, a man who just wants to feel at home again
- Chapter 133: Gunther, a man behind but getting better
- Chapter 132: A big dumb S Class
- Chapter 131: Rhys is never going to forget what he did
- Chapter 130: Forgiveness does not come easily, but understanding does
- Chapter 129: Truth always finds a way to come out
- Chapter 128: This kind of jealousy could eat you alive
- Chapter 127: Two brothers, created equal, shaped differently
- Chapter 126: What it means to be cared for
- Chapter 125: A man holding his whole heart
- Chapter 124: A treat for a Guide simply doing his best
- Chapter 123: A grandfather’s love for his grandson
- Chapter 122: A cat playing with a mouse
- Chapter 121: To stand there and do nothing
- Chapter 120: This isn’t about you, I need to vent my rage
- Chapter 119: Well, that’s one way to get into a Guild building
- Chapter 118: A Field Guide far away from home
- Chapter 117: Sometimes we all need someone to yell at someone for us
- Chapter 116: A Guide shoulder to lean on
- Chapter 115: Two Guides who can manage their Espers
- Chapter 114: What am I going to do with all this money?
- Chapter 113: A Guide’s duty to guide
- Chapter 112: It’s okay to be a little crazy
- Chapter 111: A step by step plan
- Chapter 110: We do not touch civilians
- Chapter 109: An old man with a grudge
- Chapter 108: Come on, you’re not my Mom
- Chapter 107: Some things just can’t be avoided
- Chapter 106: Trading one confinement for another
- Chapter 105: Medical professionals are human too
- Chapter 104: Sometimes a gentle touch is all someone needs
- Chapter 103: Fueled by rage
- Chapter 102: Do these dots connect?
- Chapter 101: May I offer a joke in these trying times?
- Chapter 100: Don’t mess with my people, with the Captain
- Chapter 99: What the hell was that, with the Captain
- Chapter 98: Breaking out with the Captain
- Chapter 97: A Woods family adoption
- Chapter 96: A man and a paper
- Chapter 95: Sergei hates public speaking
- Chapter 94: A little scatterbrained
- Chapter 93: Lost in a daze
- Chapter 92: Two lovers on different paths
- Chapter 91: Actions have consequences
- Chapter 90: An uncomfortable conversation
- Chapter 89: A secret that can’t be kept for long
- Chapter 88: No one is ever going to blame you
- Chapter 87: Kellen can never stay still
- Chapter 86: My two gay dads
- Chapter 85: Feeling like a failure
- Chapter 84: Presumptuous little Taytay
- Chapter 83: A battle of wills
- Chapter 82: A flustered Healer
- Chapter 81: Everything isn’t quite so green
- Chapter 80: Sergei has what now?
- Chapter 79: Hard negotiations
- Chapter 78: A new, shiny gun
- Chapter 77: A good morning
- Chapter 76: A sweet debrief
- Chapter 75: A little something to take the edge off (suggestive)
- Chapter 74: These aren’t off limits anymore?
- Chapter 73: A kettle about to boil over
- Chapter 72: A badge of honour
- Chapter 71: Just a little snack
- Chapter 70: Put your nose in it
- Chapter 69: Am I not providing enough for you?
- Chapter 68: We all have something we don’t want to do
- Chapter 67: An all communication black out
- Chapter 66: A serious conversation about the James family
- Chapter 65: An S Class and her Lieutenants
- Chapter 64: A shy admittance and a protective Aunt
- Chapter 63: Espers do not do well when Guides are missing limbs
- Chapter 62: Every Captain is different
- Chapter 61: Meet Auntie Dina, in the flesh
- Chapter 60: A captive audience (violence/death warning)
- Chapter 59: I hoped for better, honestly
- Chapter 58: An Esper can be cute too
- Chapter 57: A friendly face at a shitty party
- Chapter 56: Brent in the big city
- Chapter 55: Sergei’s thoughts
- Chapter 54: A shadow of a Brent
- Chapter 53: Hiding a truth with the Captain
- Chapter 52: An emotional Guide?
- Chapter 51: Just one touch
- Chapter 50: What the Captain doesn’t know won’t hurt him
- Chapter 49: Just some gals having a good time
- Chapter 48: We love a little debrief
- Chapter 47: Stirring the pot
- Chapter 46: Cleared for leave, not for play
- Chapter 45: I know crazy runs in the family, but I didn’t come here for a crazy off
- Chapter 44: Two hospital rooms, days apart
- Chapter 43: One last final scare
- Chapter 42: Marking territory
- Chapter 41: Everyone is going to play with Charlie
- Chapter 40: Pain means it’s working
- Chapter 39: This isn’t as fun anymore
- Chapter 38: Everyone likes juice boxes
- Chapter 37: The Guides know best
- Chapter 36: Just be honest with us
- Chapter 35: A towel can help any situation
- Chapter 34: Just a couple of bad boys
- Chapter 33: A tense negotiation
- Chapter 32: I can’t believe we overlooked something so damn simple
- Chapter 31: A complication
- Chapter 30: A sudden jolt of pain
- Chapter 29: Quick to anger, hard to calm down
- Chapter 28: Not dead yet
- Chapter 27: A wandering mind
- Chapter 26: Too inexperienced to know better
- Chapter 25: The weight of an S Class Esper on a Guide
- Chapter 24: Code blue
- Chapter 23: A meeting of like minds
- Chapter 22: Not everything is good news
- Chapter 21: You want me to cheat on you?
- Chapter 20: An Uncle’s worry
- Chapter 19: If you take my arm, I’ll just get cooler
- Chapter 18: A Casper shaped spiral
- Chapter 17: A child’s room full of regret
- Chapter 16: They’re just like us
- Chapter 15: An unhappy S Class
- Chapter 14: I can make this apartment our forever home
- Chapter 13: A hissing, angry burrito
- Chapter 12: The worries of an anxious Field Guide
- Chapter 11: An itch that can’t be scratched
- Chapter 10: A serious dilemma
- Chapter 9: A lazy lion
- Chapter 8: Are you serious right now?
- Chapter 7: If that’s the case, this could have been a damn email!
- Chapter 6: Old type Villain shit
- Chapter 5: A warm family welcome
- Chapter 4: A little bit of sanity is needed
- Chapter 3: A deep wound that will heal
- Chapter 2: The Road back to the City
- Chapter 1: I fucked up