Chapter 53: Hiding a truth with the Captain
Kellen was finally calmed down enough that he could be left alone once more, but the man looked a little dazed. Especially through the glass that peered into his room from the hallway.
Rhys turned his head slightly, catching the look that Hill and Taylor were giving him as he checked on his Guide for the third time in 30 seconds.
“Where would he go, Rhys? You’re standing outside of the door.” Hill said, laughing, but the voice she was using was tight, worried. Rhys let out a tense breath, aware that his own emotions were still high, his powers still a force around him. However, it wasn’t something he was able to turn down.
Not right now.
Kellen was changing.
Rhys knew that he was changing. Hell, it was obvious to him as soon as he had come out from the gate. Something had shifted, maybe even before he’d even gone into the gate. Rhys…Rhys had felt it before he’d even gone in. Maybe that was why Rhys had felt…not okay with him going into the gate, but a calm reluctance.
Like maybe things would be better because of the condition that Rhys had left Kellen in.
However, he forgot what the cost was, because Rhys was himself. Because Rhys was able to take care of himself. He was panicking now. Panicking because he worried that he had sentenced the man that he cared the most for in the world, the man who held his heartbeat in his hand, might be dealing with what the others who came before him dealt with.
Insanity.
“Captain, stop looking at him like that. He’s going to know something is wrong.” Hill warned and Rhys smiled, but it was a bitter thing.
“He already knows something is wrong, he just doesn’t know how wrong everything is yet. He’s not an idiot, Hill.” Rhys knew he was lashing out at her. She’d done nothing wrong, but here he was, reacting just like Kellen. However, he was more aware of his actions, and Rhys rubbed his hand across his face, annoyed at himself. “Sorry, Hill. I didn’t mean to-” Hill’s hand touched Rhys’ shoulder, the first time in a while she had touched him like this to offer comfort.
“Captain, it’s okay. You don’t need to justify yourself like this. We just watched you go toe to toe with a pissed off Kellen. We can be a little understanding.” Hill said with a small smile and Rhys wondered what he had done to have such a wonderful team.
“I am undeserving of having you two in my Guild. Thank you for putting up with me. With us.” Rhys admitted and Hill gave him a big, bright grin.
“It’s no hardship. Honestly, it’s more fun if the crazier people are around.” Hill said, giving a thumbs up and Rhys let out a dry laugh. Taylor, however, looked a little more concerned.
“The unit for testing has been delayed. It’s stuck in a different country, but they had a gate explosion so of course that has taken priority.” Taylor told him and Rhys clenched his jaw. It was something he had been in the works to get before their own gate issues.
No one had wanted to transport it when things were so up in the air. While that annoyed Rhys, he understood it. Now, however, they needed it more than ever. Rhys needed it as part of Kellen’s health and safety, and he couldn’t trust the D.E.C. anymore.
Not because Lieutenant Fisher wasn’t a good man, but because he hadn’t cleared out all of the moles yet. That, and Rhys would not, could not bring Kellen into a place that caused him so much pain. It had hurt him to bring Kellen with him when Charlie needed to be tested, he would not make Kellen go through that again, not when Kellen’s condition was so beyond the average Guide or Esper experience.
He needed his own machine, but it was taking fucking forever for it to get here.
“Have we been able to contact those two?” Rhys asked and Hill stiffened. It was a sore topic, especially since they had played with Hill’s heart when she was younger and then ditched her for their own adventures, not taking Hill with them.
Not many knew of it, and Rhys only knew because Hill admitted it to him when she’d been drinking. He hadn’t known as her Captain, and technically, he still didn’t. Most people just assumed it was because they were unpredictable, and Rhys and Hill let them think that.
That didn’t mean that Rhys changed her as their point of contact. They tended to listen to her better than anyone else.
“I have.” Hill admitted begrudgingly, looking annoyed. She huffed, her eyes going orange. “They have been as annoying as usual. Asking about what’s new with the Guild without giving a hint as to where they are.” Hill sounded annoyed, and she should be. Rhys would be annoyed if he didn’t have bigger things to worry about. Like the man on the other side of the door.
“Alright, tell them that I’m diverting their return home mission. Now they have to go retrieve the machine and travel back with it from that country. I’m sure it’s close by, and that they would love to help with a gate explosion.” Rhys said and watched as Hill and Green’s eyes went wide.
“You aren’t seriously considering letting them loose on the general public, are you?” Green asked and Rhys shrugged.
That was a little harsh. They weren’t complete monsters, just…slight monsters. They were civil to civilians and interested in everyone else.
“The commonfolk will be fine. Let the country know that they are coming, and we’ll go from there.” Rhys said. He had no doubt that they would do what he said. They were adrenaline junkies on a scale that they couldn’t be compared to anyone else. They would put anyone from the front lines to shame.
“Have you…told Kellen what’s going on yet?” Green asked carefully and Rhys gave her a sharp look. Green, however, didn’t back down. “Captain, you need to tell him. He’s not…he’s smart, but this is so far out of what he could ever consider.” Green was pleading with him. He knew that was what she was doing, but the sharp pain in Rhys’ chest wouldn’t move.
“We don’t know.” Rhys said, falling back on the same excuse he had used when she had first approached him about her concerns. Hill let out a loud scoff, waving a hand dismissively in the air as she turned her back to Green and Rhys. She had made her opinions on this rather obvious already, and Rhys didn’t need to hear it again.
Green was looking up at him with hard, blue eyes, the head healer of his Guild and also the closest, longest standing friend of his partner. His Guide. He knew he should take her words into consideration. He knew that he needed to care for what she was saying to him, however…
“We don’t know.” Rhys repeated firmly and watched as her jaw tightened, her eyes flared and she let out a low, long exhale.
“He’s going to be pissed at you for this, Captain. Again, you’re hiding results from him.” Green told him, hitting him where it hurt.
Rhys knew that Kellen was going to be angry with him about this, but Rhys didn’t want to worry him more than he already was. Fact was, this was all just speculation on their part. No one had jumped from Class to Class to Class like this yet. It might not even be the case.
Kellen could just be succumbing to the insanity that came with Rhys’ powers, and that could not be ruled out. Rhys wanted to be sure, confident in the truth before both Kellen and Rhys knew.
“He thinks he’s going insane, Captain.” Green said softly and Rhys let out a shaky breath. He turned to look at his Guide, alone, sitting in that damn hospital bed again and Rhys’ chest tightened.
They wouldn’t stay overnight again, not this time. Even if the results came back, Rhys would take him back to their apartment. He needed him in his arms, in their bed, safe. Even if he wasn’t sure that he was.
“I can’t say that he isn’t.” Rhys admitted, his chest tight. “What if we’re all wrong and Kellen is just losing his damn mind because of me?” Rhys asked, not looking at the two women who he trusted with his heart. “What if this isn’t because he’s jumped again, but because he’s experiencing an ounce of what my powers are like and it’s driving him insane?” Rhys asked.
Rhys was surprised as someone wrapped their arms around him. When he turned his gaze away from the window, he found Green hugging him tightly.
“You’re both fucking idiots.” She whispered, giving him a squeeze. “Don’t hide that from him. Tell him at least that truth, Rhys. He needs to know. I don’t think you want to be in the dog house when you go to save Brent or stop the assassination of his parents, do you?” Green asked and Rhys flinched.
She was right, of course she was right. He was just…overprotective. He was, he knew that. Just like it was becoming obvious that Kellen was also becoming overprotective.
Honestly, it was a bit surprising that Kellen wasn’t aware of this jump in powers himself. It wasn’t like Hill was being subtle about it either. Rhys watched her as she touched Kellen more, just little things, but enough that she could feed off of his powers.
When Green had told him that he would still be able to Guide Rhys without touching him, Rhys had sweated, worrying that he would catch on. He hadn’t, but it was also a bit of a surprise as well.
Kellen wasn’t stupid, but he did have a lot of worries already on his plate. Jumping Classes again when he’d already ’achieved’ what he thought was the end of the line for him wouldn’t be on his radar. Rhys knew that wasn’t going to last, not after this moment.
He was thinking about his behaviour now. It was only a matter of time.
He hoped those two idiots would be fast about getting the machine and arriving here. He really needed to soothe his mind, Green’s, and Kellen’s.
That, and the sooner they arrived back in the city, the sooner that the city could be brought back under their control. No one messed about when 5 S Classes were in the city. Two who were the former leaders of the Guild that Rhys had stolen the colours of.
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Chapters
- Chapter 167: Cookies can heal souls if you eat enough of them
- Chapter 166: Everyone needs a little tea time
- Chapter 165: People cry out for help in different ways
- Chapter 164: We all sleep in sometimes
- Chapter 163: It’s so good it makes you philosophical (m)
- Chapter 162: Hungry boys deserve to eat (m)
- Chapter 161: Strawberries and cream never tasted so good (m)
- Chapter 160: Uncontrolled desires (m)
- Chapter 159: An anticipation weeks in the making
- Chapter 158: These Damn Espers
- Chapter 157: Totally not engagement rings. These are just...possessive rings
- Chapter 156: Waiting like a good Guide
- Chapter 155: A true friend will help you run away, even if it hurts
- Chapter 154: The love one holds for their close friends, with the Captain
- Chapter 153: A Captain’s regret, with the Captain
- Chapter 152: What does any of this mean?
- Chapter 151: How did you expect him to be soft?
- Chapter 150: Unable to even help themself
- Chapter 149: No way to avoid this
- Chapter 148: A busy day for a busy man
- Chapter 147: Rumour has it
- Chapter 146: If the shoe fits
- Chapter 145: A woman in over her head
- Chapter 144: What else are you hiding?
- Chapter 143: Two friends making time for each other
- Chapter 142: You can’t be together if you never even tried to get better
- Chapter 141: You belong in my bed
- Chapter 140: What it means to be a best friend
- Chapter 139: Do not use your grief to limit others
- Chapter 138: A good talk with a good friend
- Chapter 137: A phone call weeks in the works
- Chapter 136: Just an innocent Guide
- Chapter 135: Not everyone is a good person when no one is watching
- Chapter 134: Gunther, a man who just wants to feel at home again
- Chapter 133: Gunther, a man behind but getting better
- Chapter 132: A big dumb S Class
- Chapter 131: Rhys is never going to forget what he did
- Chapter 130: Forgiveness does not come easily, but understanding does
- Chapter 129: Truth always finds a way to come out
- Chapter 128: This kind of jealousy could eat you alive
- Chapter 127: Two brothers, created equal, shaped differently
- Chapter 126: What it means to be cared for
- Chapter 125: A man holding his whole heart
- Chapter 124: A treat for a Guide simply doing his best
- Chapter 123: A grandfather’s love for his grandson
- Chapter 122: A cat playing with a mouse
- Chapter 121: To stand there and do nothing
- Chapter 120: This isn’t about you, I need to vent my rage
- Chapter 119: Well, that’s one way to get into a Guild building
- Chapter 118: A Field Guide far away from home
- Chapter 117: Sometimes we all need someone to yell at someone for us
- Chapter 116: A Guide shoulder to lean on
- Chapter 115: Two Guides who can manage their Espers
- Chapter 114: What am I going to do with all this money?
- Chapter 113: A Guide’s duty to guide
- Chapter 112: It’s okay to be a little crazy
- Chapter 111: A step by step plan
- Chapter 110: We do not touch civilians
- Chapter 109: An old man with a grudge
- Chapter 108: Come on, you’re not my Mom
- Chapter 107: Some things just can’t be avoided
- Chapter 106: Trading one confinement for another
- Chapter 105: Medical professionals are human too
- Chapter 104: Sometimes a gentle touch is all someone needs
- Chapter 103: Fueled by rage
- Chapter 102: Do these dots connect?
- Chapter 101: May I offer a joke in these trying times?
- Chapter 100: Don’t mess with my people, with the Captain
- Chapter 99: What the hell was that, with the Captain
- Chapter 98: Breaking out with the Captain
- Chapter 97: A Woods family adoption
- Chapter 96: A man and a paper
- Chapter 95: Sergei hates public speaking
- Chapter 94: A little scatterbrained
- Chapter 93: Lost in a daze
- Chapter 92: Two lovers on different paths
- Chapter 91: Actions have consequences
- Chapter 90: An uncomfortable conversation
- Chapter 89: A secret that can’t be kept for long
- Chapter 88: No one is ever going to blame you
- Chapter 87: Kellen can never stay still
- Chapter 86: My two gay dads
- Chapter 85: Feeling like a failure
- Chapter 84: Presumptuous little Taytay
- Chapter 83: A battle of wills
- Chapter 82: A flustered Healer
- Chapter 81: Everything isn’t quite so green
- Chapter 80: Sergei has what now?
- Chapter 79: Hard negotiations
- Chapter 78: A new, shiny gun
- Chapter 77: A good morning
- Chapter 76: A sweet debrief
- Chapter 75: A little something to take the edge off (suggestive)
- Chapter 74: These aren’t off limits anymore?
- Chapter 73: A kettle about to boil over
- Chapter 72: A badge of honour
- Chapter 71: Just a little snack
- Chapter 70: Put your nose in it
- Chapter 69: Am I not providing enough for you?
- Chapter 68: We all have something we don’t want to do
- Chapter 67: An all communication black out
- Chapter 66: A serious conversation about the James family
- Chapter 65: An S Class and her Lieutenants
- Chapter 64: A shy admittance and a protective Aunt
- Chapter 63: Espers do not do well when Guides are missing limbs
- Chapter 62: Every Captain is different
- Chapter 61: Meet Auntie Dina, in the flesh
- Chapter 60: A captive audience (violence/death warning)
- Chapter 59: I hoped for better, honestly
- Chapter 58: An Esper can be cute too
- Chapter 57: A friendly face at a shitty party
- Chapter 56: Brent in the big city
- Chapter 55: Sergei’s thoughts
- Chapter 54: A shadow of a Brent
- Chapter 53: Hiding a truth with the Captain
- Chapter 52: An emotional Guide?
- Chapter 51: Just one touch
- Chapter 50: What the Captain doesn’t know won’t hurt him
- Chapter 49: Just some gals having a good time
- Chapter 48: We love a little debrief
- Chapter 47: Stirring the pot
- Chapter 46: Cleared for leave, not for play
- Chapter 45: I know crazy runs in the family, but I didn’t come here for a crazy off
- Chapter 44: Two hospital rooms, days apart
- Chapter 43: One last final scare
- Chapter 42: Marking territory
- Chapter 41: Everyone is going to play with Charlie
- Chapter 40: Pain means it’s working
- Chapter 39: This isn’t as fun anymore
- Chapter 38: Everyone likes juice boxes
- Chapter 37: The Guides know best
- Chapter 36: Just be honest with us
- Chapter 35: A towel can help any situation
- Chapter 34: Just a couple of bad boys
- Chapter 33: A tense negotiation
- Chapter 32: I can’t believe we overlooked something so damn simple
- Chapter 31: A complication
- Chapter 30: A sudden jolt of pain
- Chapter 29: Quick to anger, hard to calm down
- Chapter 28: Not dead yet
- Chapter 27: A wandering mind
- Chapter 26: Too inexperienced to know better
- Chapter 25: The weight of an S Class Esper on a Guide
- Chapter 24: Code blue
- Chapter 23: A meeting of like minds
- Chapter 22: Not everything is good news
- Chapter 21: You want me to cheat on you?
- Chapter 20: An Uncle’s worry
- Chapter 19: If you take my arm, I’ll just get cooler
- Chapter 18: A Casper shaped spiral
- Chapter 17: A child’s room full of regret
- Chapter 16: They’re just like us
- Chapter 15: An unhappy S Class
- Chapter 14: I can make this apartment our forever home
- Chapter 13: A hissing, angry burrito
- Chapter 12: The worries of an anxious Field Guide
- Chapter 11: An itch that can’t be scratched
- Chapter 10: A serious dilemma
- Chapter 9: A lazy lion
- Chapter 8: Are you serious right now?
- Chapter 7: If that’s the case, this could have been a damn email!
- Chapter 6: Old type Villain shit
- Chapter 5: A warm family welcome
- Chapter 4: A little bit of sanity is needed
- Chapter 3: A deep wound that will heal
- Chapter 2: The Road back to the City
- Chapter 1: I fucked up