Chapter 107 - Only Today Do I Know That I Am Me!
Chapter 107 - Only Today Do I Know That I Am Me!
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“Success! Success! Sis, you’ve succeeded!”
Chi Shui expressed his deep shock at Chi Yueshan’s epiphany.
It was one thing for Chi Yueshan to have an epiphany at that stormy charity performance where Lu Xing was the only audience member.
He hadn’t expected that this time, after getting involved with Lu Xing’s affairs, she would actually have another epiphany!
Good, good, good.
So it’s like this, is it?
Is Lu Xing some kind of Longchang?
(TL: A reference to the place where the philosopher Wang Yangming achieved enlightenment. Calling someone a “Longchang” is a humorous way of saying they cause others to have epiphanies.)
But Chi Shui still suggested,
“I think, you might as well cultivate your relationship with Grandpa and Grandma more, and have them put in a good word for you in front of brother-in-law.”
“Cultivate the relationship first?”
Chi Yueshan sneered as she drove. The lights of the neon city outside the car window shone on her side profile, making her look exceptionally cool and indifferent.
“He can do so much for his grandpa and grandma, which means that’s his reverse scale.”
(TL: A dragon’s reverse scale; a weakness or sore spot that, when touched, causes a furious reaction.)
“If I were to cultivate a relationship with Grandpa and Grandma first without telling him, then when he comes to the hospital and sees me sitting next to them…”
Thinking of that terrifying scene, Chi Yueshan’s heart pounded. Her voice was also exceptionally cold.
“Guess what would happen at that time? Would it be a happy family reunion or Mars hitting the Earth?”
So she had to tell Lu Xing about this as soon as possible. She hadn’t deliberately set up the encounter with Grandma.
Otherwise, if Lu Xing found out about today’s events from Grandma’s mouth, he would definitely think she had ulterior motives.
Prejudice is a great mountain in people’s hearts.
Lu Xing already didn’t trust her. If he were to speculate on this matter according to his own ideas…
She wouldn’t be able to explain it even with eighty mouths!
Chi Shui scratched his head, his eyes revealing a clear and stupid look.
“Oh man, you and brother-in-law together have eight hundred schemes. Why do you both think so much?”
“You guys make me look so dumb!”
In Chi Yueshan’s mind, the medical expenses written in black and white on the medical record appeared again. She couldn’t smile at all, her mood was low.
“If he didn’t think a little more, he would have been eaten until not even bone dregs were left.”
All of Lu Xing’s previous abnormalities were now exceptionally clear in Chi Yueshan’s mind.
Lu Xing wasn’t actually that cold and heartless.
He was avoiding, avoiding the possibility of developing feelings for his clients, avoiding his own heart’s movements, and also avoiding the client’s heart’s movements.
“How is that possible?”
Chi Yueshan’s eyes were full of complexity.
How could that be?
Chi Yueshan herself was an opera singer.
Sometimes she herself would be so immersed in the play that she would cry her heart out and be unable to get out of it.
If the actor themselves can’t get immersed, how can that kind of true feeling be performed? But if they really get immersed, how can they not be moved?
Then what about Lu Xing?
His rationality was enough to suppress all those palpitations and feelings.
But a person is like a spring. If you press it to the bottom indefinitely, it will only exceed its elastic limit and the spring will completely collapse!
Chi Yueshan’s heart ached as she thought. That day, Lu Xing had said that personality determines fate.
It really is that personality determines fate.
The similarities between her personality and Lu Xing’s made her completely understand some of Lu Xing’s thoughts.
Is this a good thing, or a bad thing?
“Sis, are you planning to tell brother-in-law directly about today’s events? And after that, are you going to confess to him?”
Chi Shui’s head was about to explode. He now deeply felt that this was a sin.
Confess?
Chi Yueshan laughed in a low voice and said silently.
“If I’m not mistaken, this should be the word Lu Xing hates the most.”
Chi Shui scratched his head and gave her a thumbs-up.
“You analysis-sis, you’re really powerful. Your little brother worships you!”
“Get lost.”
Chi Yueshan rolled her eyes at Chi Shui.
Chi Shui shrank his neck. “Then if you don’t say it first, what if someone gets there before you?”
“They won’t.”
Chi Yueshan parked the car at the agreed-upon location with Lu Xing, was silent for a moment, and then continued.
“With his personality, his attitude towards anyone’s confession is the same.”
Lu Xing doesn’t believe in love.
This is the saddest part.
Chi Yueshan thought of Lu Xing asking her about her occupational disease in the rehabilitation room that day, lowered her head, and murmured to herself.
“So rational…”
Lu Xing would rather call his palpitations an occupational disease.
It’s nothing for an actor to deceive the audience. To deceive oneself is to achieve perfection.
…
Ten minutes, half an hour, an hour…
Chi Yueshan sat on the park bench and waited second by second, minute by minute, hour by hour.
The cold wind blew on her body. Her body was trembling, but her mind was becoming clearer and clearer.
The details of her past interactions with Lu Xing kept replaying in her mind.
Da da da–
The sound of footsteps came from not far away. Chi Yueshan’s eyes instantly turned red, and tears dripped down.
She didn’t know what she was crying about. Maybe it was heartache for Lu Xing’s past, maybe it was regret that the two of them had had a chance, maybe it was both.
This was the scene Lu Xing saw when he saw Chi Yueshan.
Under the dim yellow light, Chi Yueshan’s thin figure was stretched very long. The cold wind blew through her long hair, and her small, cold, white face was trembling.
“What are you crying about?”
Lu Xing was taken aback for a moment. He had thought Chi Yueshan would curse at him menacingly. He hadn’t expected this scene.
“Don’t cry. Didn’t you say before that you love opera? Didn’t this just give you a huge traffic portal? You should be happy.”
Chi Yueshan choked for a moment, tears streaming down her bright eyes. She looked up, her watery eyes staring at Lu Xing as she said,
“I met Grandpa and Grandma.”
Boom!
One sentence, and Lu Xing’s head went blank.
The faint smile on his lips instantly retracted. Like a stressed little animal, his eyes were filled with undisguised indifference. “Who let you…”
“Can you listen to me properly?” Chi Yueshan gently pinched the corner of his shirt.
Lu Xing brushed her hand away without hesitation, then sat on the other end of the bench and said coldly.
“Go on.”
Chi Yueshan thought, had Lu Xing’s clients ever seen him like this? Perhaps, even Grandpa and Grandma had never seen Lu Xing like this.
An indescribable feeling filled Chi Yueshan’s heart, both painful and happy. Pained by Lu Xing’s indifference, happy that she had discovered another side of him.
Six minutes later
After listening to Chi Yueshan’s narration, Lu Xing fell into a long silence.
Life is indeed full of disappointments.
But…
Lu Xing hadn’t expected that Chi Yueshan had even helped him cover up his lie.
Lu Xing glanced at Chi Yueshan’s pale little face, took off his own coat, and draped it over her shoulders, saying with rare sincerity.
“Thank you.”
Because of Chi Yueshan’s special status, what she said was quite credible.
Before, Grandpa and Grandma had also asked him about his novel writing, and he had always fooled them.
One time, Grandpa had really cried, thinking that Lu Xing was doing some shady things to make money to treat his illness, and then insisted on terminating the treatment.
That time, Lu Xing had gotten through it by relying on a photoshopped payment slip.
Later, Lu Xing would occasionally ask a professional to photoshop some pictures for him to show to his grandparents.
But these fake things were ultimately not as effective as Chi Yueshan’s words.
From today on, Grandpa and Grandma should completely dispel this doubt.
After all, as a popular opera actress, Chi Yueshan had no need to lie for a student, and the two of them were completely unrelated.
“It’s nothing. Grandma also pulled me up. I want Grandpa and Grandma to be at ease.”
Chi Yueshan pulled the coat on her shoulders tighter. After crying, her whole body felt broken, but her mood at this moment was a little better.
She had indeed made the right move this time.
If she had really listened to Chi Shui’s words and gone to cultivate a relationship with Grandpa and Grandma first, then if Lu Xing had caught her, it would have been the end of the world!
Lu Xing paused for a moment. “What were you doing on the rooftop? Were you really going to jump?”
Chi Yueshan gave Lu Xing a sideways glance and bit her lip with grievance.
“My waist hurt so much, and you still pissed me off. I only wanted to show that video to you! I went to the rooftop to cool off and, by the way, listen to the work arrangements the director gave me.”
Lu Xing choked.
Alright.
So she was here to settle accounts.
…
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Chapters
- Chapter 230 - After Singing the Yinshan Chule Song
- Chapter 229 - The Curtain Rises, the Curtain Falls, Who is the Guest?
- Chapter 228 - It Was I Who Loved Too Much, Yet Am Pestered by Your Heartlessness
- Chapter 227 - Damn It, I Hate Pretentious People the Most
- Chapter 226 - Who Am I in Your Eyes
- Chapter 225 - He Was Hired by Me
- Chapter 224 - Look, Anxious Again
- Chapter 223 - A Sea of Hate and a Sky of Love, Night After Night in My Heart
- Chapter 222 - My Gender is a Walmart Shopping Bag
- Chapter 221 - Ten Thousand Pieces, Ten Thousand Pieces, Ten Thousand Pieces!
- Chapter 220 - I Give This Old Windbreaker to You to Break the Curse
- Chapter 219 - To Possess, One Must First Learn to Accept Loss
- Chapter 218 - Suitcase.zip
- Chapter 217 - The Devil from Heaven
- Chapter 216 - Why Happiness is Like Walking on Thin Ice
- Chapter 215 - If I Had One More Boat Ticket
- Chapter 214 - Old Friends Wither One by One, Like Leaves in the Wind
- Chapter 213 - Don't Play This Meme Anymore, Okay? Okay!
- Chapter 212 - Until You Arrive
- Chapter 211 - Ms. Cube
- Chapter 210 - Prematurely Mature People are Usually Late Bloomers, and Proud People are Too Impatient
- Chapter 209 - You're So Amazing
- Chapter 208 - Why Calm in the Face of a Storm, Yet Tears for a Good Thing?
- Chapter 207 - Judy!
- Chapter 206 - Give Me Back My Mom-Born Nose!
- Chapter 205 - Sis Song, You're Really Powerful!
- Chapter 204 - A Meeting of Drunks!
- Chapter 203 - What Era Is This
- Chapter 202 - Congratulations, You've Won, But It's Expired
- Chapter 201 - Good News! She's Super in Love!
- Chapter 200 - Don't Lose Out Because You Can't Speak!
- Chapter 199 - 199
- Chapter 198 - 198
- Chapter 197 - The Most Affectionate in the Wei Family
- Chapter 196 - Fuck Your Mom's Head!
- Chapter 195 - Have You Eaten Your Fill?
- Chapter 194 - Gold Is Everywhere
- Chapter 193 - The True Meaning of a Career
- Chapter 192 - A Lucky Day
- Chapter 191 - Little Fish, Little Fish, Swim Quickly
- Chapter 190 - Too Indulgent
- Chapter 189 - Am I Some Kind of Cheap Dolphin?
- Chapter 188 - This World is a Giant Face-Judging Game
- Chapter 187 - You Must Remember! It Doesn't Matter What You Remember, Just Remember It!
- Chapter 186 - I, a Mountain So Inflexible, Would Erupt for You
- Chapter 185 - The Pinnacle of Simp Gods!
- Chapter 184 - What Right Do You Have to Not Give Me Something You Give Her Intact?
- Chapter 183 - Love's Runaway Locomotive (Most Powerful Brain Edition)
- Chapter 182 - Little Fox
- Chapter 181 - If You Hanged Yourself, Others Would Think You Were Playing on a Swing
- Chapter 180 - Nothing Happened Today
- Chapter 179 - What Did She Come Here For
- Chapter 178 - Between Yes or No, Chose Or
- Chapter 177 - A Whole Lot of Pretty for Nothing
- Chapter 176 - Lord Qingtang
- Chapter 175 - The Mob
- Chapter 174 - Welcome Home!
- Chapter 173 - I'll Cry Before You Do When I See You Happy
- Chapter 172 - To Give Up This Moment for an Uncertain Future
- Chapter 171 - My Heart Was Filled with Hope, Like the Sun Rising Over a Graveyard
- Chapter 170 - Am I So Ugly That I Should Leave?
- Chapter 169 - An Opportunity
- Chapter 168 - Accessible by E
- Chapter 167 - The Suspension Bridge Effect
- Chapter 166 - You Can't Leave
- Chapter 165 - Make the Best Use of Everything
- Chapter 164 - A Superb Psycho!
- Chapter 163 - Boomerang
- Chapter 162 - Is It Difficult for Him?
- Chapter 161 - Three People Traveling Together
- Chapter 160 - Chasing After to Feed
- Chapter 159 - Forgetting to Eat and Sleep
- Chapter 158 - He Doesn't Want It
- Chapter 157 - Where's the Soul!
- Chapter 156 - Welcome to the Top Lane
- Chapter 155 - Because You're Not Working Hard Enough!
- Chapter 154 - Open Your Eyes and Look at Me
- Chapter 153 - Are You Happy Now?
- Chapter 152 - Is It Love, Is It Hate, Do You Really Not Understand?
- Chapter 151 - No One Gets to Have a Good Time!
- Chapter 150 - In the Midst of Water and Fire
- Chapter 149 - Great God of Stars, Please Grant Me Strength!
- Chapter 148 - Guessed Wrong Again
- Chapter 147 - Now We're All Unhappy
- Chapter 146 - A Loving Father and a Filial Daughter
- Chapter 145 - A Man Must Fight!
- Chapter 144 - How Are You
- Chapter 143 - I haven’t even confessed yet. You think you’re allowed to?
- Chapter 142 - Keep on Fooling
- Chapter 141 - Does a Heart Made of Machinery Dream of Electronic Butterflies?
- Chapter 140 - Before Was Before, Now Is a Pervert
- Chapter 139 - Golden-Haired Loser Dog
- Chapter 138 - Farewell Letter
- Chapter 137 - Put Your Hand On Top
- Chapter 136 - Outside the Order
- Chapter 135 - Free Fall
- Chapter 134 - My Cat Can Do a Backflip
- Chapter 133 - Ding~ Daji Experience Card
- Chapter 132 - The Best in the World
- Chapter 131 - Love Counseling, Makeover Edition!
- Chapter 130 - My Hands are Cold and My Body Trembles!
- Chapter 129 - Pure Beauty
- Chapter 128 - I Was So Busy Smoking, I Forgot to Whip You!
- Chapter 127 - I'd Rather Be Me
- Chapter 126 - Who Asked You?
- Chapter 125 - I Know
- Chapter 124 - The Crab is Peeling My Shell
- Chapter 123 - Without Investigation, There is No Right to Speak
- Chapter 122 - Am I Also a Part of Your Roleplay?
- Chapter 121 - This Peaceful Heart is My Home
- Chapter 120 - Eating So Well Behind My Back?
- Chapter 119 - I Feel for You
- Chapter 118 - Can't Be Shown Off
- Chapter 117 - Fortune Favors Those Near Water
- Chapter 116 - Chapter 116: Test the Effect
- Chapter 115 - Those who learn from me shall live, those who imitate me shall die!
- Chapter 114 - Refuse Freebies
- Chapter 113 - I Want to Be My Father
- Chapter 112 - Four Nerds Steam a Goose's Heart
- Chapter 111 - When You Curse, It's Like You're Pouting.
- Chapter 110 - Fortune Telling—Psychological Counseling More Suited for Domestic Babies!
- Chapter 109 - AI Database Corrupted...
- Chapter 108 - Brother, You Smell So Good!
- Chapter 107 - Only Today Do I Know That I Am Me!
- Chapter 106 - Stab Me to Death
- Chapter 105 - If I Can't Beat a King, Can't I Beat a Bronze?
- Chapter 104 - The Ship of a New Era
- Chapter 103 - Just Three Seconds
- Chapter 102 - Had a Blast Sitting
- Chapter 101 - Can't See Clearly
- Chapter 100 - Limited Contract
- Chapter 99 - Has Crown Prince Lu Gone to the Crematorium to Chase His Wife Today?
- Chapter 98 - A Boomerang May Be Late, But It Always Arrives
- Chapter 97 - I Predicted Your Prediction
- Chapter 96 - Two Sides of a Coin
- Chapter 95 - Little Tsundere, Easy to Handle
- Chapter 94 - Who Will Come and Save Me
- Chapter 93 - Astrology Theory
- Chapter 92 - I Wonder What He's Doing Right Now?
- Chapter 91 - No Need to Pay for My Expectations
- Chapter 90 - Chi-Zi, How Can I Live Without You?!
- Chapter 89 - Acting for You is Like Breathing
- Chapter 88 - The Track Record Can Be Checked!
- Chapter 87 - But You Just Had to Be the Most Promising
- Chapter 86 - Walking Back and Forth
- Chapter 85 - I Don't Know if It's Sacred, But I'll Definitely Be Short of Oxygen
- Chapter 84 - Different Beds, Same Dream
- Chapter 83 - The Youth, Ah Xing
- Chapter 82 - A Sedative with No Side Effects
- Chapter 81 - My Lady Witch! You Forgot to Add the Frog!
- Chapter 80 - Chem-Chem-Chem-Chem-Math-Math-Math-Math-Bio-Bio
- Chapter 79 - I Take a Picture When a House is on Fire
- Chapter 78 - Five Thousand Years
- Chapter 77 - Whoever You Are! Get Off of Her Right Now!
- Chapter 76 - Desert Oasis
- Chapter 75 - I Admit You Have Twenty Tricks Up Your Sleeve
- Chapter 74 - AI Rules Humanity.
- Chapter 73 - It's So Unfair Between Us, Love and Hate Are All Manipulated by You!
- Chapter 72 - One Ten-Thousandth of Me
- Chapter 71 - Sandwich Cookie
- Chapter 70 - The More It Hurts, the More I Love
- Chapter 69 - Someone Loves Me
- Chapter 68 - Liu Qingqing
- Chapter 67 - Early Cultivation
- Chapter 66 - The Thorn Bird
- Chapter 65 - I Have My Own Rhythm
- Chapter 64 - A Little Progress Every Day
- Chapter 63 - God, damn it! I'm Calling the Cops on You!
- Chapter 62 - Rocking and Swaying
- Chapter 61 - Times Are Changing, Young Men Like Older Women
- Chapter 60 - If a Younger Brother Knows How to Act Cute, an Older Sister's Soul Will Float~~
- Chapter 59 - More Beautiful Than the Mona Lisa is a Burning Mona Lisa
- Chapter 58 - A Begonia Flower Slanted in Her Hair, Pissing Off Junzhu is All That Matters
- Chapter 57 - Who Remembers the Second-Highest Peak?
- Chapter 56 - In the Desolate Lands of Ba and Chu, the Weeping Ghosts Scared Me to Death!
- Chapter 55 - The Roles Have Reversed
- Chapter 54 - You Wouldn't Want...
- Chapter 53 - Just Call It Intuition.
- Chapter 52 - A Star Has Been Captured, Come Quick! First Come, First Served!
- Chapter 51 - Just Pick a Random Title, It's So Annoying, Why Does a Title Have to Be Five Characters Long!
- Chapter 50 - A Little Deeper
- Chapter 49 - It'll Be Too Tight!
- Chapter 48 - Nice to Listen to and Fun to Play With
- Chapter 47 - The Eight-Divorce Family
- Chapter 46 - The Wind Blows, the Banner Moves
- Chapter 45 - No Hope, Just Bury Her
- Chapter 44 - I Regret It
- Chapter 43 - He's Dead
- Chapter 42 - At Haicheng Port, I Saw the Most Beautiful Fireworks
- Chapter 41 - Qin Shi Huang Should Go Sing Rock and Roll
- Chapter 40 - One Cannot Simultaneously Possess a Range Rover and Self-Esteem
- Chapter 39 - Who's Responsible for the Shura Field?
- Chapter 38 - The Bullet Hits Right Between the Eyebrows!
- Chapter 37 - The Beautiful New World is Coming!
- Chapter 36 - Kicking Me is Like Kicking Cotton~~~
- Chapter 35 - Wow! You Hit That Person So Far!
- Chapter 34 - The Young Master Hasn't Smiled Like This in a Long Time
- Chapter 33 - My Sister's Being Rational Again
- Chapter 32 - What Kind of Succubus is This?!
- Chapter 31 - A Wild Boar Can't Eat Fine Bran!
- Chapter 30 - The Wise Do Not Enter the River of Love; I Choose Foot Soaks and Massages
- Chapter 29 - Applying a Band-Aid
- Chapter 28 - How Can You Take and Eat at the Same Time?!
- Chapter 27 - I'm Just Too Comprehensive!
- Chapter 26 - Are You a Lesbian?
- Chapter 25 - Don't Say Things That Are Detrimental to Unity
- Chapter 24 - The Strong Never Complain About the Environment!
- Chapter 23 - I Must Be Sick
- Chapter 22 - Don't Talk, Put Your Hair Up
- Chapter 21 - He Really Deserves to Die!
- Chapter 20 - Once Suspicion is Born, Guilt is Already Established
- Chapter 19 - Pure and Innocent, With a Clear Conscience
- Chapter 18 - One Bout of Extroversion in Exchange for a Lifetime of Introversion
- Chapter 17 - The Joy of Shipping a CP!
- Chapter 16 - If You Suck, Practice More! Tsundere is a Nerfed Build!
- Chapter 15 - The Hanging Heart Finally Died
- Chapter 14 - The Ancient Greek God of Passive-Aggressiveness!
- Chapter 13 - People Who Love to Eat Are All Good People! Foodism!
- Chapter 12 - The Hard Currency of the Hospital!
- Chapter 11 - Love is Often Feeling Indebted; Not Loving is Often Feeling Ripped Off
- Chapter 10 - Pear Blossoms Bloom, Spring Brings the Rain; Pear Blossoms Fall, Spring Enters the Mud
- Chapter 9 - A Cup of Hot Tea, a Small Plot of Land, and a Hundred Million in Savings
- Chapter 8 - God, I'm Never Calling You Grandpa Again! You Don't Even Treat Me Like Your Grandson!
- Chapter 7 - Self-Seduction, He Loves Me So Much!
- Chapter 6 - Secretly Making Money and Not Telling Me!
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 4 - Studying While Getting Beaten, My Name is Lu Xing, You Better Remember It!
- Chapter 3 - Clear and Stupid
- Chapter 2 - Empty Greetings Are No Match for a Huge Sum of Money
- Chapter 1 - A Gambling-Addicted Dad, an Alcoholic Mom, a Sick Sister, and the Broken Him